OBLIVIOUS

"Every morning, every night, call.
Every time I send you one message, check.
Every time you make an appointment, tell me like this.
Tell me everything."
Love Coach
Z:EA

Is it me or everytime I am up in Facebook or MSN, none of my best friends or close people are? And when I am in school, they will be like: Reena.. Why weren't you up last night? And I will be like: Excuse me? What the hell.

You know what? I think we are just not in the same time zone. Them with late nights gossip and I am with afternoon break -.- Give me another break.

As promised in my last post, I am and will post a cornie 'Please Forgive Me' note. I have come to a point where I have to apologise to every single person I have hurt. Or maybe my mind is going way off nowadays. Give me another break again.

Here goes. If you guys think I have made unreasonable problem with you, please tag and I will try to post a 'Please Forgive Me' note specially for you:)
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Dear Ba

I know I have been a selfish daughter eversince you changed. I don't know how or why it happened. Maybe its genetic. I don't know.

Please forgive me for shouting and ignoring you when you talk to me. Please forgive me for smacking your hand when you tried to coax me when you made the decision. Please forgive me for only achieving what you wanted from me only twice. Please forgive me when I shouted at you that I hated you so much that you don't even realise it. Please forgive me for not being able to be a role model to Han and Sha.

Please forgive all of my wrongdoings.

Reena
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Dear Ma

I am sorry for shouting at you in public the other time. I lost myself and I didn't mean it.

Please forgive me for being an irresponsible daughter nowadays. Please forgive me for ignoring you when you cried. Please forgive me for embarrassing you in front of the shoppers the other time.

Please forgive me. I love you much more than you think Han or Sha loves you. Every little thing that I have done to hurt you was unintentional.

Reena
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I guess I am going to stop here. I don't think I can take it. Will post more of this tomorrow or maybe some other time when I get to the computer.

Mazeltov (L)