TEARS

Where are you when I really need someone?

My family hasnt been welcoming me home from camp with smiles and hugs.
Instead, they gave me the opposite.
Shouts and screams. I dont need these things.

Dad woke me up at 10 this morning.
I wanted to sleep in but the thought of homeworks kept my eyelids open to the max.
Washed up and day-dreamed for awhile before jumping into maths.
Revised the complicated stuffs and tried my best to untangle the tangles in my head.
Maths makes me sick. Seriously.

Currently, the only homework still standing is DnT.
Boring.
Webbing research. Sketching ideas. And listing pros and cons.
One word. Pathetic.
It seems as if Im doing this homework just for the sake of handing it up tomorrow.

I am missing you too much now. Dont you realise?
People I love are walking away from me. What did I do? Was I in the wrong?
With problems making their way into my life now, I really need you to pull me up.
I really need you. You know that.

BUHHBYE