USELESS

Its no point crying. I dont deserve you.

I woke up one hour earlier than my usual wake up timing due to a horrible, horrible dream.
I met them. Again.
This time, instead of the joyous moments we had when we met, it was the opposite.
Jack and Amir were so angry and i could tell because they were shouting.
Whats worse? They were shouting at me.

I tried sleeping but every time i close my eyes, i hear my name being whispered into my ear.
I realised this was all my fault.
I should have listened to Jack in the first place.
I should have kept my big mouth shut.

I know my secret is already on the loose.
But, if betraying me is what he wants to do then be it.
Im not going to stop him.

My heart ached this morning.
It was right before recess when it happened.
I really want to elaborate more but its going to be too obvious if i do.
I tried staying away from him but i failed. I just failed.

Girl,
If you are trying to break us apart, try harder.
But just so you know, if the best man wins..
Then the best girl wins too.

Im out for now.

BUHHBYE